Happy bunny

I like to be the happy bunny at times...

if it means brightening up someone's day :)

tut tut tut tut tut tut tuut~

happy bunny on the loose...

She's not as cold as she seems;
the horse's mouth never opened,
that's why she lets it be.
It wasn't in her wishes,
that her absence was felt.
Though the slender hand got the brunt
to vent the frustrations of the past,
knowing doth she that it takes 2 to clap,
thus the grudge was never nursed for long.
If there was anything to blame,
the thicker hand was to partake in it too.
She is but a mortal of the mundane world,
when weariness can also weigh her down;
Delving into the nook of quills qnd ink,
baring her soul so the pain will cease..

spunkz

心声。。

感觉不一样了，
不在像以前那么单纯，
那么简单，
作什么都得顾禄多一些。
有时候真的好累好累，
也害怕未来对我们隐藏的秘密，
但我真的不想放弃。。。

Minutes of silence..

Observing a few moments of silence for a friend

who has lost her dearest kin,

her mother...

My heart goes out to you on your loss..

These are some of the times when we realise how fortunate we are to still have our mothers and loved ones by our side. Cherishing them shouldn't be done on special occasions only or on sad occasions like this..right?

Why don't we start doing it everyday if it hasn't been done yet? It's not that difficult to begin... a hug, a kiss or just a simple "I love you" will suffice. Do it and you will know it does make a difference.. it touches the soul and leaves a deep imprint in those whom we love.. Aren't these what we live for? Little acts of love that will warm the heart and nourish the tired soul..

I know of a person who constantly tells his loved ones that he loves them everyday.. and as much as possible.. To that person out there, I salute you for it..

Hurricane recount

*blink blink*

1st question: Hmm.. looks relatively simple. *Scribble scribble....*

2nd question: Ooch... i know this!! i know this! Wait! I forgot again! *Jots feebly*

3rd question: Damn... I got the factors from the various chapters mixed up. Now which should I write? *contemplates*

4th question: hey, I remember the formula. (^-^) (Minutes later....) Hmm... how come I can't apply it?? *grabs hair in frustration*

5th question: I'm positive I read it before. I remembered the facts... Stay calm... stay calm.. but not to the extent of which element is responsible for which properties. *knitted eyebrows*

6th question: *blink blink* The evaporator diagram I managed to muck around.. the calculations got me befuddled again... Blank.

7th question: Okay. I know the name of that monster. I think I can crap pretty convincingly with the help of those labled diagrams... I hope. *gulp*

8th question: Ahh... my saviour. I'll be rewarded marks for my graph right??? She's giving pretty hefty marks for this bloody Q. I'm stumped by the calculations again.. *total misery*

*blink blink*

Twas the day when the hurricane came,
swooped from above,
and got me creamed..
so terrifying was the monstrous glob,
that it muffled my shouts and drowned my dreams..

Ain't no breeze, baby.. It was a hurricane..

At long last..

At long last, I got my own internet connection at home. Right after I got my fridge last week too. I don't think I could ask for more. Okay, I'm exaggerating but hey I'm really grateful for all these little blessings in life.

Lately, I've been inundated by a brooding sense of foreboding fear.. It's senseless and at the same time makes me grapple between what are truths and untruths.. Still, what good will there be in thinking so much? I'll only end up being baffled and afraid.. like now.

I know I must focus more on my outcome when life gets shaky. And I shall do just that.

As for the case tomorrow, either I know or I don't know. Simple as that. No point getting all fuzzy brained over those nerve-wracking calculations..

spunkz, chant the mantra... "Food Engineering's gonna be a breeze tomorrow..."

And i dearly hope so with all my life!

Even superwoman has her vulnerable moments...

I'm finding grocery shopping and cooking therapeutic.. Maybe I'm turning out to be a typical oba-san but I'm not giving it a damn. I whipped up a vegetarian pizza today. Vegetarian food shouldn't be boring. Cooking is easy-peasy only when your kitchen is functional. God knows how much I spent to make mine work.. But, I'm telling myself: It's worth it. Every single piece of it.

Since i've been given an ultimatum to prohibit from smoking, it's just as well. Tinkering with food gives me a channel to unleash the excess energy bottled inside me. I couldn't psycho myself to use it on my uni work, might as well channel it onto something less harmful than lets say, smoking? I should be on the right track, I know.

Points to ponder.. Are there no intermediaries between a yes and no? Does a but really overturns everything?

spunkz to do list:

• trust
• love
• not to think so much
• start believing

I gave myself these expectations to live up to.. I hope I can really do it. You would say, talk is cheap. Do it. Show it. As I put all these down in words, I do wonder if you'll ever read any of it. . If you do, please lend me your support along the way.

To love is not easy but borrowing a phrase from Naruto: I'm just bad at giving up.

I love you.