I've been feeling these tiny knots in my stomach for the 3rd time in the past one week and it's really disconcerting. It's barely 2 hours after lunch and there it is again. I suspect it's mild gastritis and I've resorted to constant snacking with hopes that it'll ebb away.
Yes I do know that I brought it upon myself for my irregular meals, once twice or none for the past 2 weeks or so. Call me a glutton for self-punishment. I admit I am. Sometimes having these pains just diverts my focus from other things. I guess it's similar to cutting except I have not attempted it before.
I'm sad. I know why. I don't know why. I need help. I am my own help. I need to cry out. I have cried. I'm strong. I'm fragile. I'm everything you think I am. I am everything you don't know a thing about.
Haruka, the ogre eating goblin.. (Tactics)
My blood is dirty... (Johnny, Vassalord)
.....don't know why haruka and johnny just popped into mind
